My birthday = Mom's suffering day~

Normally, people will be happy on their birthdays~
Wishes, presents, smiles, hugs, party etc..
Somehow, my birthday's boring...

*not to me, to other people*

On this day, 22 years ago..
Marks a very special day for me..
It is the day that my mom venture to the border of life and death
just to bring me to this world~

THAT DAY,
is the day my mom lost a lot of blood,
lost a lot of calcium,
became out of shape,
suffered undescribable pain,
suffered undescribable anxiety
there's many more that I don't know..

THAT DAY,
is the day my dad worries if i'm a boy or a girl,
worries for my mom's life,
worries about my future,
worries if he can earn enough to feed me and make me warm..

THAT DAY,
is the start of their suffering..
when they starts to sacrifice everything they have for me..

Although its undeniable that babies do bring joy to the family..
but at the very moment the baby was about to be born,
anything can happen!!
what if my mom wasn't that lucky?
Even if she survived, it doesn't mean that every mother will not slip into the death realm while/after giving birth..

Mothers are great~
As seen in many dramas, most mothers would risk their own life just to deliver their baby..
they will not stop at anything even if it means hurting their very own body..
some mothers are willing to keep the baby eventhough they know that their cancer/sickness will turn worse~
Birthdays are meant to be a happy day, but it doesn't mean that we can forget about what your mother went through when she's delivering us..
*even if some people can, I can't*

Since a few years back, I stopped celebrating my birthday (10 March) with my friends..
*other days are fine, not 10 march*
this is because it will be an emo day for me..
and I've dedicated this day to my mom and for all the other mothers out there..
On this day, I will be fully vegetarian
*my shifu said its the best way to give thanks to my mom and it will bless her with good health, because I don't kill on the day she suffered*
I try to refrain from alcohol, drugs, sex etc O.o"

I know this is an emo post for a birthday boy,
but hey, what better way to dedicate this day to all the mothers in the world right?

EVIE: does this answer why March is an emo month?

Emo month is here~!!!

Well, the emo month is here~
*Btw, only Evie knows that March is my EMO month...*
I emo super alot in this month..
more than the usual once a month thingie..

WHY??

I don't really know why do I do that,
but March really gets my brain moving..
things are always on my mind and I can't seem to get it out my brain..
and when I start thinking bout things *good or bad* chances are i'll turn emo~
*Hey, doesn't mean that I hardly think normally k~!!*

Just the other day *Friday night* I was driving back from work..
was pretty tired ddi due to the over stressing brain storming session I had with my deparment colleagues~
I was driving home LATE at night and BOOM~!!! my wrecked my 2 right tires by going into something I call a drain..
Its not really a drain but its a row of dug up soil with lotsa metal waste there..
My poor tires can't be used anymore!!! their rims also~!!!!
*Lucky I had a friend named sky to be there WITH me that day*

I had to call SOMEBODY to lend me a spare tire..
but who's gonna pick up their phone at 2am??!!!!!
no choice ler, stefanie *not you steffie* is the only one with a myvi who lives in KAJANG..
had to call her and hope she'll be disturbed by the phone call..hahah~

Hello??
OMG stef!!! you're not asleep yet?
erm, noler..anything??
I need your help~!!!

After a short convo, she called her bf to bring his myvi to me so that i can have his spare tire..
Everyone knows that stefenie *yes, not you steffie* is a good girl and she never leave her home late at night..
Lucky her bf, Alan is around and i'm saved~!!!

Now now, how did a wreckless-yet-careful driver got into this messy situation?
I was thinking..the brainstorming session isn't over in my head yet!
somehow I don't know why my thoughts kept me from seeing the road..
It never happened before though..

Anyways the emo month has only pass 10 days...
21 days to go!!!

Steffie: Yes my blog is dead on weekends cuz i'm lazy to look at the screen after working hours..haha~
Evie: I'll be careful next time ler...don't gek sei~ I won't burn anything for you..
Sann: Come come he shang teach you how to be EMO~!!!

Judge my day~

Today was a NICE working day~ hee~!!!

*You can judge it after reading everything*

Today, I was supposed to go for an product training.
Only ME outta 6 trainees from my course..

WHY??

Cuz i'm in charged of that segment of the market therefore i get to go..
*The others have their chances too*
2 went to Penang for 2 days,
2 were supposed to go *but till now still no news*
1 more was supposed to go for a product training too~
*SEE~!!!Our company is FAIR*

A week before this, I was asked to scout for a hotel and get quotations for the function room..
I got it all ready and booked it..Istana Hotel..
Today, I woke up earlier,
Dressed up nicely,
Grabbed my tie,
Sprayed some cologne,
then left the house~

I was there early because I accompanied Cherlene to the office,
We had breakfast and I head for Istana Hotel which was 10mins walk away..

Upon reaching there, I asked the receptionist where is the function hall and she kindly directed me to it..
I thought to myself:
"Wah, not late..lucky lucky~"
Then when i stepped out of the lift, the first thing I saw was "BIOFUEL: SAVE THE *bla bla i didn't bother remembering it*"

OMG OMB OMA ~!!!

What happened to YGL: INFOR PRODUCT TRAINING???
I looked for the receptionist again and ask where is YGL training supposed to be..
She checked the record and say there's no such event..

*HORROR*

I called Humphrey(my marketing manager) immediately *Lucky I called him often enough to remember his number TEMPORARILY* and he told me
"The training is in TRAINING CHOICE..You know where?"
OM GBA~!!!
Training choice is all the way in Jalan Yap Kwan Seng~!! 20mins walk from here~!!

I hurriedly walked out of the hotel *skipping steps actually* and find a taxi..
NO TAXI~!!
I had to walk all the way to pavillion *Lucky it was only a 5mins walk* to catch a taxi.
Didn't have to wait long there..
I got up the cab and said "Jalan Yap Kwan Seng"
The cabby nodded and moved..When he almost reached the junction,
"Hey, you know how to go? Lead me..I'm new in KL"
*SWTS~!!! I dunno how to go~!!!!!*
"Hrm, I know where is it but not really sure how to go from here la"
"Nvm, you direct me.."
*I was sweating cuz of the long sleeved shirt, tie, NO AIR COND, and nervousness~*
"Okay la"
Lucky my knowledge of KL road led me to the destination pretty quickly..The fare was only RM2.70..

*RELIEVE*

Before alighting the cab, I took my wallet out to pay..
In my wallet: RM50, RM50, RM50, RM50 *no more*

*OM GBA~!!!*

"Uhh, *Shows my money* you got change for RM50? *SMILES*"
*Shakes head*
"Liddat ar, I leave my bag *as hostage~!!* here, I go find someone to change for me ya"
*Nods head*

I ran my way to the nearest kiosk to get my money changed and ran back to the cab..
*Lucky he didn't run away*
After paying him, I searched for the building *I know which road is it in, but don't know where*
Search search search..asked Cherlene to google it for me, still can't find..
Finally I went to ask several people..then I found the place..

*Thank you kind citizens~!!!*

After I reached the place, *looks at watch*
30MINS late~!!!
I knocked on the door softly and shyly apologized and grabbed a seat..
In the room, there were people from 2 companies..

INFOR COMPANY
- Country Manager *Shock*
- ASEAN Region Chairman *Gasp*
- Germany Executive *Shiver*
- Executive Consultants from all around the world *ahh~!!*
- Singapore Chairman *Wah~!!*
*All handal handal punya orang..STRESS~!!!*

YGL CONSULTING *My company*
- Marketing Manager *Yikes*
- Branch Director *Tear*
- 4 Marketing Executives *Dizzy*
- All the project leaders I can think of *FAINT*
*All handal handal punya orang also..LAGI STRESS~!!!!*

The worst part? I WAS LATE~!!!!

The whole day was super crazy..I was so stressed and nervous I couldn't even sit still for lunch..
Was shivering the whole time..The whole day actually..
*My heart beats fast, breathing heavily till now*
This has been the 1st i'm I've been under such pressure during work~

While going back, I joined the other trainees..
They were all smiling there..
*WHY??*
Cuz all the leaders are in the training with me..
and the office became a ZOO~!!!!
SERIOUSLY~!!!! *They have photos to prove it*
Even the employees there went crazy with them..

*BOOHOO~*

Same batch of trainees, 1 under serious pressure, the rest having FUN~!!!!
Life's so unfair man~!!!!!!

But I believe life's fair, I might be under major pressure now, but I believe that this experience will come to good use in the future *Hopes for better days ahead*

Now, judge my day..hahaha~